792:
If I, as a vegan, wear my heart on my sleeve, if I’m thought
to be soft-hearted, then how does that go down with non-vegans?
Perhaps
it’s like wearing a misfit-badge. In our society, life’s difficult for softies;
the softy is constantly being put down. Softies attempt to win admiration for
being gentle, etc, but in doing so we only slide deeper into the trap. All the
time we spend trying to achieve difficult things seems to be wasted when nobody
else notices. I imagine that music bands are always looking for that, and are
rarely satisfied playing just for the sake of making the music they love.
Similarly, vegans who aren’t recognised for what they are doing are rarely
indifferent to being ignored by others. If no one is listening to us or talking
with us about something we feel strongly about and which we proudly practise,
then maybe we start to boast about it (“shame on you - look what I am doing”).
These are the tactics of the desperate. Pushy vegans and boastful vegans always
fail to make an impression.
It’s probably
indistinguishable to the outsider, boasting and being pushy. It’s such a big
turn-off. (In Australia, rule-number-one is to never ‘big-note’ yourself). It
shows a lack of self-assurance when we’re boasting, as if we do it to get
noticed, and then to be approved of. In this way, when we try to force approval,
we get the very opposite. We seek recognition and wind up ‘milking’ a
compliment. Our need for others to recognise us, praise us or even emulate our
example, whether by way of blackmail or persuasion, is too obvious.
There’s a
central principle at stake here. However much we want to touch a person’s heart
or mind, if we have no permission it won’t work. In fact, no amount of
self-justification is a ticket to enter. The biggest danger is that when we’re
rebuffed we might resort to insults.
If, in the
public perception, we are ever to amount to anything beyond being food freaks,
it will have to be for our contribution to peace-making, and that comes with
our having the courage of our convictions. No one’s going to say “You’re doing
a great job”, especially if they’re not vegan themselves. If we have a problem with
our morale needing a boost it’s probably going to have to come from within.
Look at it
this way, we’re lucky to have stumbled on this philosophy-of-the-future, we’re
lucky to be outraged by social injustice, and we’re exceptionally fortunate to
be sensitive and empathetic towards enslaved animals. That must be enough for
us, because we can never expect to get admiration for who we are from
non-vegans.