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We start the process of
fundamental change, not only in our eating habits but in shopping, in thinking
and in what we speak about to others. When
one considers what vegan principle is, one realises that it is watertight. Over
the past forty years of being vegan, I’ve never heard any cogent argument
against it. With the major issues of the
day, there are usually solid arguments on both sides, but practising harmlessness
via diet and clothing, etc., has no counter argument that makes any sense.
So, maybe we have found a
good idea (that nevertheless scares people away for fear of having to give up
so many material products they’ve known throughout their lives). This good idea - being vegan and non-violent,
animal friendly, green and potentially world transforming - is indisputable. But within an almost totally omnivorous world
there is a heavy collective consciousness weighing against us. It’s psychological. And in many ways it’s physical too, since the
very things we all (think we) need, to live enjoyable lives in the form of food
and clothing, are simply not available in plant-based form. Vegans face empty shelves. It isn’t a problem concerning survival, it’s
more a question of doing without items that we’ve grown to like or have found
useful, enjoyable and easy to share with friends and family. We restrict ourselves to a narrowed choice and
refuse the huge variety of goods on offer. So, as vegans, our first question is always
the same - how am I going to keep it up?
The ideal is very attractive,
the practice though, at first, is less so. We might know ourselves very well – once we
start something we must continue with it, because we'd hate our self if we gave
up. But the dilemma is all to do with resolve. Certainly, we want to leave violence behind,
we want to become a peaceful person, and it will help greatly by eating
cruelty-free food, wearing non-animal clothing and shoes. But how do we deal with our inner feelings of
violence, which are woven into us, woven into the social fabric, and drop that
entirely?
Perhaps the answer to that
first big question is to not run before we can walk. We only need to start somewhere, and first up,
it’s a matter of being ‘celibate’ with regard to animal abuse. So, we take on a vegan diet, we chuck out all
our leathers, change our buying habits, and so on. The idea continues to inspire, clashing with
some residual feelings of violence towards the animal-attackers. But more prominently are our own
loss-feelings. We want to feel
comfortable about our change of direction but realise we can't go all the way
immediately. We need to be able to handle
the flak. We still want everyone to be supportive.
We don't want social isolation. We don't
want veganism to feel like a burden.
But gradually the benefits
show. The change of diet isn’t such a
big problem after all, and with a few
new products in the cupboard and a few new recipes, we aren't missing the
animal-stuff as much as we though we would. We might still worry that our resolve will
fade before the new lifestyle kicks in. (We
probably already know a few people who’ve gone half way and never progressed
beyond that. Like vegetarians - great start: sad stop!)
We have decided not to cave
in, if possible, so we go at it full bore. We use sheer will-power, anything to get over
to the ‘other side’. Head on, we face our non-acceptance by people
who think we’ve gone weird. And then we
face our favourite hobby of making value judgments of others, and have to get
over the violent feelings we might have for those who don't agree with us. We even have to face up to the truth that perhaps
one of our main reasons for wanting to go vegan in the first place was
that we might feel superior and therefore become un-judgeable.
As a vegan, we start to
experience changes on various levels. Tension
builds between passion and impatience, where there are addictions to deal with.
To give us that extra lift we return to
the people about us. We try to sell
'veganism'. We want to say, “It’s worth
it. Go Vegan. It’s not that hard at all”. But in truth, it’s hard, for some of us anyway.